Do you think I will make the cut. I try my best the tip top humanly possible for me to try and show her I love her still but what if it’s all a waste.. What if she walks away and I’m left here standing with no one in my heart and not a persons hand to hold for the rest of my life. I’ve been through a couple relationships and I wouldn’t make the effort if I didn’t see anything worth trying for. This girl, she’s the perfect person for me. We fit so well together. I want to marry her one day.. I honestly feel that way about her and just imagine if she decided not to be with me.. It’s so depressing to me. To love someone so much and to say something that really hurt them causing the break up.. It sucks when it’s your fault and you can’t do much about it except try your hardest to get her back.. Ultimately, she decides.. I feel helpless and alone and betrayed.. Not by her.. I betrayed myself the moment I spoke ill words against her.. I made a mistake and I’m losing the girl of my life. Really THE girl that I can see being with and taking care of each other for the rest of our lives. I don’t know if she’ll ever see this but I hope she knows I love her. Always will love her and I want to be the one to make her breakfast and fall asleep to her body next to mine. I want a lot of things but the one thing I NEED more than anything else, more than food, more than anything else you can think of, is her. It’s so simple, all I need is her because I love her. Not I love her because I need her.. I NEED her because I love her. Nothing matters more to me than she does. I feel like a better man when I’m with her. When I do things for her she makes me feel like I’m her man.. I can’t lose her.. It’s not in my future.. I wish I could change things around so I wouldn’t be in this situation right now. Our story together is a never ending story that centers around love respect and happiness.. That’s what we have.
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